May 2012
13 posts
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"Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder"
That’s the quote I found in my fortune cookie today. That’s the same quote I told my friend, when I was venting to her about you. That’s the same quote I thought of, when I realized that the amount of time I’ve spent away from you has made me fall harder. See I thought I’d be over it; that I’d stop seeing the potential of “us” in my dreams within a...
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"I'll change if you promise to stay"
When I love someone, it’s hard for me to show them I care, and when I care a lot about a person, I push them away to the point where they do end up leaving. If a person I have feelings for hurts me emotionally, I try my best to make them feel the same way I felt whether it’s jealousy or cheating. I’m a flirt and it always causes problems too, because I don’t realize what...
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I'm sorry.
I’m sorry if I act distant from now on. For the times when you feel that I’m beside you but not really there. For all the times you remember the lovely things I said to you, and I’ll tell you I forget. But I do remember. Every single one of them and that’s the saddest part about it all.
I’m not going to be the one to hold your hand and tell you everythings going to...
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“I was the metal she was the magnet.
Attraction made her an addict.
To me, an...”
– The Casualty - M.SD
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"I Can't Picture Life Without You"
You ever have that one person who’s stuck by you, through your entire life? You were once total strangers but then with time, their presence became a daily routine. And if they weren’t there in person, you’d constantly text them. You updated them whenever something life changing happened to vent out your feelings or whenever something insignificant occurred just because they know...
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Don't fall for someone who flirts with their "ego"
Most likely, you’re going to get hurt because your feelings are a game to them. They typically text you when their bored or hang out with you when the person they truly like is busy. They don’t want to be with you but they want your attention, well, because they CAN get it. It’s a little confidence booster for them when you catch feelings. See people like these think your...
It's not that I expected us to happen but the fact...
Need to get this off my chest
I knew that your heart was taken by him and I couldn’t change that
I knew that even though we flirted, it didn’t mean you were interested.
I knew that even though we made out, doesn’t mean anything would ever happen.
I knew that even though we fucked doesn’t mean your feelings for him would cease
I knew that even though we took the time to know each other, it will...
April 2012
1 post
March 2012
1 post
Pointless fact #1:
One night stands are not my thing unless I’m heavily intoxicated. I’m the type who’s intrigued by people who can change my perception on a topic that I myself, am close minded about. I feel a deep connection and attraction towards those who simulate my mind with thought provoking conversations. That attraction makes sex much more interesting because I can feel that understanding...
February 2012
17 posts
Shit gets real when..
You can’t even remember what you were like before you met them.
One day, I will make someone proud of me.
I'm tryna forget our memories but it's kind of...
When the times I had with you were honestly the best times of my life.
Really hating the fact that my sister remembers and visits my main tumblr then tells all her friends to go on it. This is why I can’t have nice personal things anymore -.-
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You know what’s fucking lovely? Hearing that the person who took away a big part of your life is having a kid at the age of 16. Yeah that’s karma, slut. You know what’s even better though? When you use to be her bestfriend and she was dating a person over 20 so it’s considered statutory rape in your country, and her dad repeating that if he ever found out that she and him...
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I'm perfectly fine with being alone
As long as there’s food, tumblr, and porn. Who the fuck needs love?!
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You know that feeling when..
Someone important to you is leaving and your stomach begins to sink because you won’t be seeing them for a very long time? You start wonder how life is going to be without them around and that uneasy feeling sets it; memories and emotions too. People leaving in your life happens on the daily, but it takes one person who greatly impacted your life to show you that it’s very naive to...
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Step up your parenting.
Today I went shopping for some new gear and found myself a nice crewneck, cardigan and some khakis. As I was approaching the cash register a lady who was with her son complimented my outfit. She then began to tell her son “Why can’t you dress like that, why can’t you look like that, why can’t you be more like that”. This stirred up some feelings inside me; which is...
I just want to be happy again.
I have a strong feeling I probably won’t live to see my late 30’s but my gut’s telling me that my life is gonna be pretty fucking exciting. Growing old is one of my fears, but that’s just a small portion of why I think this way.
January 12 - 27
See these twenties in my hand? Now imagine this multiplied by 40. I’m one third into my goal of saving enough money for my parents trip to Laos. I lost my parents $5,000 about 4 years ago. They were on welfare for the longest time and it still haunts me that they even paid off my debt when they could have just thrown me into Juvie.
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I need to grow up
Some of my friends were discussing what Universities/Colleges they might attend in the future and it felt like life just gave me a huge smack in the face while shouting “what the fuck are you doing with yourself?!”. It’s really scaring me that the only thing that’s realistically possible for the future is wanting to become something that involves writing or business; both...
December 2011
17 posts
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It’s funny how the kids who don’t have their parents only want that parental figure in their life, while the kids who have parents that are actually involved in their world wish that they would stop caring.
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Venting
I recently realized through a shroom trip why I always thought it was okay to do hard drugs and test’em out. I thought that I just did it to have a sense of something completely different compared to what I’m use to, but after alot of tripping out, I’ve come to realize that I only tried these things because I was trying to escape my own reality and find peace in something that...
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A Real Relationship.
I’m kind of envious of those couples that go from bestfriends to lovers because they’ve already taken the time to get to know each other inside out, and know what makes the other person tick, how to make each other smile etc. With relationships like those, they both already established trust foundation so you know that they got your back, which is what our generation is slacking these...
Don't get confused between my personality & my...
Sure we had some good times, but it wasn't worth...
Confession:
I’m positive that I have a mental disorder but it’s something I’ll never let my parents know of. When I told them that I’m suicidal/depressed they just yelled at me saying they did nothing wrong and I’ve got no issues in my life to be depressed about. Funny thing is, they assume that I ain’t got no problems when they aren’t the least bit involved in my...
“Girl I don’t wanna be disrespectin, but if the feelings are mutual we...”
– M.SD
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You know..
I tried to make you stay by apologizing for something I didn’t do, a number of times. More than an average person should put up with. Seriously, I saw something in you that I didn’t ever see in anyone else and I constantly found myself drifting back to our memories. Then my mind finally stops thinking about us; trust me it took eight months to realize I was nothing but shit to you. And...
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dreamongood:
I think it’s a bit foolish to make someone your entire world. It’s as if you’re trying to run away from your own.
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Heartbreak is what changes a man back to a boy.
I swear one bad relationship changes a person dramatically; boys and girls. Most of the time when you see a man who respects women and has strong morals, that part of them changes. They begin to believe it’s right to disrespect women and turn into a player, only chasing pussy. In a world of temptation, it’s hard to keep your morals and heartbreak makes that temptation harder to resist.
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Teenage Couples
Whenever I see couples that are teenagers that have been together for a long time I always think about how hard it must have been to keep that relationship going and what motivates them. It’s so easy to fuck up when you’re young and don’t know what you want and who you are. Not to mention the fact that people get boring after you’ve been with them for so long but I guess I’m just jealous of those...
November 2011
2 posts
Bros > Hoes
I’ll always stand by this saying. Girls come and go and so do friends but your ride till die bros have been there since day one, and at the end of it all, they’ll be the ones helping you get over that hoe. If your girl is trying to start shit with your fam/friends, then you should question HER, not the ones who had your back before that girl came into your life. And if you question the people that...
